VAMPIRISM – I AM A VAMPIRE
All I know is that vampires and other creatures definitely are real, because I am one.
To be more precise, I am what you would call a half-breed. Half vampire/half werewolf. My life has changed drastically since I was changed two years ago. Unlike most of my kind, I have very good connections with people who you don’t want to p*** off. I’m on personal terms with Lucifer and a bunch of his right hand demons, like Kenri, Malachai, Seraph, Oturu, Raw, Azz and Zee. If you have any questions, feel free to ask. Lucifer will not get mad if you are honestly curious.
If anyone is wondering, I just celebrated my 16th human birthday.
By Brianna Harwood, copyright 2010 @ World Mysteries And True Ghost Tales.
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Wow amazing! If you don’t mind me asking how do you get “changed” to half and half? I thought if you were bit by a vampire you changed to a vampie, how did you get the wolf part too?
You beat me to that question Isis, that is what I thought.
Also, this is a very brief story, if you could tell us how this happened it would be great, as I have heard of these stories before and find them very hard to believe…just me being honest with you.
Thanks for submitting it, i’ve been waiting for a story like this for this site, for some time now.
Well I believe anything is possible but I wish the author would go into more detail!
I do too, if she is ok with doing that!
I must admit that this is the most bizzare thing I’ve ever heard! You see I am a real vampire. I have lived on this putrid earth for 200 years; I find nothing more saddening than someone claiming/wishing to be a vampire. I was changed at 25 it is a night I will never forget. My life since has become a nightmare! As for changing into the half vampire and wolf, that’s not possible for you see the wolf kills the vampire and vice versa! It is bizzare to me that you could be both! I know what it’s like to really be a vampire!
I think i have heard of you before Xanzibar, on another paranormal site, that’s if you are the same person. Let me know, if you don’t mind.
How do you know that the wolf kills the vampire?
Yes Hello EP, I know of you too. Yes I am the one you know from the other site. I would love to know why you still want to discredit me? I am here telling what I am. I know wolves kill vampires because I am a vampire, could I make that any clearer?
Oh ok, well the only reason i tried to dis-credit you, is because you were trying to get a young 17 yr old boy to meet up with you to prove you were a vampire. I know it was the boy who offered to meet you, but it wasn’t a good idea to me or alot of other people who were involved in that thread, that you agreed to meet.
So, have you been attacked by a werewolf then?
Oh I remember that thread too! Yeah what was that all about anyway? I thought you Xanzibar were wrong in doing that too!
I wonder why Xanzibar agreed to meet too Isis, well we were all worried if you remember?
If you could please remember corectly EP the guy wanted to meet me! If that was his wish I had no problems with it. I wish that you could step outside of your nice cozy little world and admit that we do exsit. As far as Isis is concerned I never told her I’d meet her she was worse in her attacks than you.I find it laughable that you owning a paranormal site will not accept that WE are among you in this world! If you believe in demons why can’t you believe we are real?
That’s what i said, that it was the boy who asked to meet you. But what made you accept his invitation to meet?
Also, i never said vampires don’t exist, i just find it hard to believe. But having said that, i never believed in demons unil i experienced one.
If you are a vampire, where do you live? in a house? If so, and you are 200 yrs old, don’t the council wonder why the heck you are still alive paying your council tax?
Ep, I live with Vampire helper’s as I and others amongst me have been doing for centuries, these are people who want to be transformed into Vampires but we never do it. We are not as evil as you think. I once had a normal life like you too therefore I can feel compassion I am not a blood thirsty monster that Hollywood likes to potray…my life is sad and yes by saying that I have no love no one to share this loneliness with.
Hi Xanzibar,
You should try and understand that people on here are interested in all kinds of paranormal subjects which is why we are here. I think we all agree there are things in this world we do not understand, know who,how or what they are. Speaking for myself i have experienced something which has made me question what we are told is the truth and i know other people on here have had things happen to them too to make them think. We are trying to understand, but we are not going to just take someones word that they are a vampire. Can you imagine as you say “us in our nice cosy world”
would just accept what someone says. Do you have some kind of proof to back up your claims. It’s not a matter of believing or disbelieving but of being scientific to get to the truth as much as possible. Surly you can understand this is quiet a claim you are making!
I did not know about the previous thread concerning meeting the 17 year old boy (which i also agree was not a good idea) but if you are happy to prove what you say why don’t you come forward the the scientific world.
Xanzibar, I was fascinated by your claim to being a ‘real’ vampire. So much so that I felt compelled to write this comment. I have studied the paranormal in great detail, and during the last 2 years while involved with a paranormal investigation team I have had my life completely changed, and not for the better I hasten to add.
But, I digress, let me return to the question of Xanzibar’s extraordinary claim.
There are a few aspects of this claim that bother me. Apart from the obvious dangers of influencing innocent victims and blurring their crucial definition between fantasy and fact and placing them in extreme danger. Maybe Xanzibar would oblige my curiosity by answering the following questions.
1. When did you become a vampire?
2. Are you aware when you commit an act of vampirism?
3. What is your heart rate?
4. In your impressive life span of 200 years have you ever visited a doctor or under-gone any hospital treatment?
5. Finally, Why has your master allowed you to divulge your ‘true’ identity without punishing you for putting the entire population of your kind at risk, by breaking the all important bond of secrecy that maintains the survival of your vampiric race.
I have always admired and respected eyepriestess’s stance on promoting the dangers of demon possession and many other dangers involved with the paranormal. As I mentioned above during the last two years I too have both witnessed and fallen victim to powers that still cause me countless sleepless nights.
Lets not be influenced by the claims of attention seeking mortals, who would certainly not make such claims if they had trully witnessed or been involved with powers that cannot be imagined.
In conclusion I apologise to anyone who reads this comment, if I have caused any offence in the dogmatic way I have written it. My only defence is that I really do feel strongly about this subject and wish to warn as many people as possible of the inherent dangers of pursuing any involvement in its serious research.
May I also add my sincerest best wishes to eyepriestess and everyone else involved with this fantastic site.
Hello Wayne, glad to see you are well, i had assumed the worst after your stroke last year.
We would welcome your replies to Wayne and Andrew’s questions Xanzibar.
Xansibar…I believe I have seen you on the other site as well. I see you are still quite the writer! Seriously, you waste your talents on the internet…you should be publishing a book! (But then of course, that wouldn’t draw near the comments you could respond to, now would it?)
Brianna, I find it interesting that after two years, you are on a personal terms with Lucifer. How on earth (or anywhere else) did you achieve such high ranks in such a short time?
The combination of half werewolf/half vampire is interesting as well…sounds like that could be a conflict of interests!
If my comments seem sarcastic and off the cuff…they are most certainly meant to be.
That’s not sarcastic Scary, there really is no other way to respond to claims such as these…other than saying what we are all thinking.
OK I promise I’ll try to listen this time Xansibar without making harsh comments. Wayne poses some interesting questions. Do you think you could answer them for us?
Curiosity is that which priest’s in trying to find here on this side of death, what lies beyond the grave.
Wayne, I am not an attention seeking mortal trying to influence anyone. I’ve spoken of this on another site. Andrew, there is no scientific explaination but I will tell my story.
I was born in 1810 in a town (I will not disclose) in Germany. I was the first born, the only son, I had 2 sisters. We lived on a farm where I helped my father. I got engaged when I was 18 to a girl of 16. Sadly we never had a marriage she passed on a few months later of fever. My whole world was turned upside down. I stayed with my parents continuing to help my father even though they constanly talked of marriage. I was no longer interested at that point. Finally at the age of 22 I became engaged again at the urging of my parent’s and not wanting to be the talk of the town. We married 6 months later, I was not happy. I continued to help my father as I had not much of an education.
My transformation happened when I was 25. I was alone in the feilds and I saw a shadowy figure of a man standing in the distance. When I turned to go back to the house he was standing in front of me. I don’t remember much but a blur and it felt as if the world was spinning. I died. I was buried. I don’t know how long I stayed in the ground or how long I was dead but I woke up in a coffin. I can not be specific in detail because I don’t remember much. I have travelled extensively throughout Europe meeting other’s like me, but not all with the same stories. No my feet have never touched American soil.
I now feed off the blood of animals. Anything living I can draw energy from or life force. My identity will never be revealed, I have not betrayed the clan. My heartrate is the same as the person I am next to I can drain energy from them.
ok I promised this time I would listen to you without making harsh comments, but I find that hard to do! I really don’t buy into your story!
Thank you for that information, but i wondered why you feel it is necessary to divulge your existance to everyone….is there a reason for this?
EP,
I find you to be an extrodinary woman full of vitality, I would love to talk to you more about this; I believe that somewhere inside of you ; you do believe I exsit. I have given you enough proof.
No, you haven’t given me proof and I’m sorry but i don’t encourage any further necesssity of proof.
I’m sorry!
You still didn’t answer my question, if you believe? I don’t need you to say here that vampire’s exsit. I know very well that I would get debated and have to eventually explain my circumstances to everyone..it makes no difference to me. I am what I say I am, I can’t deny that, I’m sorry too.
I don’t believe unless there is proof….please provide that without hurting anyone!
Xanzibar,
You say you have given us enough proof, all you have given us is a vague story. Where is the “proof” in that. You say you feed off animals blood so their bodies must be found where you leave them. Can you show us one? To live that long you would need an identity through the years can you show proof of that? If you want me to take you seriously i need some substance in what your saying.
I would like to hear more about this! Do you hold sacrifricial ceremonies whilst killing the animals?
I would like to know the answer to afew questions. Since you believe in vampires/demons and werewolfs, then you must believe in God…so what made you turn to a life on the dark side?….AWAY from God.
If you are what you claim you are,and have lived in that state since 1810, your metabolism will have changed beyond all recognition. Your heart beat would have slowed to a fraction of the normal rate, a normal heart beat could not sustain life for such a long period.
It would be interesting to know what your blood group is. and why your vampiric blood system as not been detected by visits to a doctor or hospital.
May I ask if your wife was/is a vampire also, or indeed your parents.
Finally, you say you are on personal terms with Lucifer. I may be stating the obvious here, but it is well known that vampires consider themselves a superior race and do not recognise higher authorities, i.e. Lucifer, Satan. or any other a.k.a. Devil.
I wish you every success in life Xanzibar, in whatever form you believe you are. However please don’t try to achieve your goals at the expense of others who have enough confu
If you are what you claim you are,and have lived in that state since 1810, your metabolism will have changed beyond all recognition. Your heart beat would have slowed to a fraction of the normal rate, a normal heart beat could not sustain life for such a long period.
It would be interesting to know what your blood group is. and why your vampiric blood system as not been detected by visits to a doctor or hospital.
May I ask if your wife was/is a vampire also, or indeed your parents.
Finally, you say you are on personal terms with Lucifer. I may be stating the obvious here, but it is well known that vampires consider themselves a superior race and do not recognise higher authorities, i.e. Lucifer, Satan. or any other a.k.a. Devil.
I wish you every success in life Xanzibar, in whatever form you believe you are. However please don’t try to achieve your goals at the expense of others who have enough confusion, corruption and false claims to cope with.
Please forgive me Xanzibar, if you find my comments offensive, I don’t intend them to be. You are entitled to hold any belief you want to, just like everyone is entitled to their own opinion. May I respectfully close contribution to this controversial debate by saying; While I believe in many strange things, I don’t find your claim convincing, sorry!
AWAY from God?? I had no choice I was attacked one night. Did you read my story? No, I don’t hold sacrificial cermonies, I think you have me all wrong! Andrew, what would you like a picture of a dead animal for your proof? I will not diclose my identity. I would of thought you’d be more open-minded EP.
this is the same stuff you posted on the other site and when it got heated you left.
Yes, i remember you left after the boy wanted to meet up with you, and people were against that, but i still am not blaming you for his persistance in wanting to meet you. I know you backed off then a little, maybe you realised it was wrong.
Wayne, You are confusing me with the author of this story I never said anything about Lucifer and no my parents weren’t vampires I told you how I was changed.
I am very open minded Xanzibar! It would be nice if you could keep your comments polite and respect our questions as being just curiosity in order to understand you.
I must have read the comments wrong, i thought you had said soemthing about animal sacrifice before in other threads, but i may have confused you with some other vampire.
EP, Have I been disrespectful to you? I never held any kind of sacrifice in my life! No one here is trying to understand, you are all attacking me for sharing my story with you! I find that disresepctful!
And Isis you are a bitch!
It’s your tone, plus that comment you just said about Isis, well you must be getting her mixed up with someone because you have her wrong, she is no bitch!! I only let that comment in as it shows how you sometimes react.
No one is being disrespectful to you at all, people want to understand that is all!
If you can’t help yourself by writing nasty comments, then you will be wasting your time as i won’t let them in. If you want to let us know and understand your life, then we are willing to be open minded.
LOL HAHAHA…………….Why cause I didn’t believe you then and I don’t believe you now?
EP, you can not tell my tone on the internet.I am very disappointed in the way I have been accepted here.
You shouldn’t dish out insults if you cannot take it back.
Ok, i have alot to do today, i don’t have time for this, if you want to write about yourself that’s fine.
I didn’t expect you to understand me EP, especially when you have this whole lot backing you up!
It would be great to understand you, i just don’t get why you had to insult Isis.
Anyway, Isis being Isis, i’m sure she will forgive you and put it down to frustration!
Xanzibar, may I begin by offering you my sincerest apologies if my comments have offended you. I you are indeed what you say you are then you must live a secluded and lonely life. Considering that fact alone I can understand why you feel as though you are being constantly attacked when you share your story with others.
Surely you must understand that undergone the transformation you have, live in a society that is conditioned to conform to strict moral standards and concepts. When someone from outside that accepted environment discloses they exist and flourish, we have difficulty in passing that divide and opening our minds to try and accept the mere possibility of its existence, let alone understanding it.
In my previous comment I stated I was not convinced by your claim, I did not mean that to be an insult, or suggest you were lying. I was hoping for more answers, preferably ones that didn’t stick to the stereotypical images presented to us by; religion, science, modern media and narrow minded sceptics.
If you are who or what you say you are, this is a unique opportunity to hear the uncensored version from the horses mouth, as it were. I for one would welcome this opportunity. Maybe then, we can approach this subject with a new and less frustrating perspective.
Xanzibar, i am sorry if you feel your are not being accepted by everyone here. I don’t think anyone has gone out to deliberately to attack you. We are trying to understand, You are the one who came here with your fantastic claim and as of yet have not provided a shred of evidence or a convincing story. I wanted to understand you and believe your story.
I am speaking for my self so please don’t take out your anger on anyone else here. You see i have this problem with you, when i heard about your claim to be a vampire i thought WOW this is really interesting and eagerly read your story. How long is it that vampires have been just something you find in legends, folklore. Something you only find in stories and films. You had this chance to completely change all that, it would have been the story of the century!! Either vampires do exist but want to keep that a secret,or you want to show the world that vampires do exist.It can’t be the fist option for the very fact that you have spoken out. So that leaves us with you want us to understand vampires are real and know about your life.
Wayne has asked some very good valid questions which you failed to answer and if you think a photo of a dead animal would be conclusive proof then im very disappointed. You are the one making this amazing claim, i thought you may have come up with something more convincing if you wanted me to understand and believe you. There are ways of checking evidence and records but you have not given me anything apart from a few lines of a story anyone could have made up with nothing to back it up. So im not surprised Isis finds your story hard to believe and the only reply you can come up with is rudeness!! It shows in your alleged 200 year life span you have not learnt the manners of a twelve year old lol…. Have you apologised to Isis?
Along with EP i have much better things to spend my time on, i guess i will still have to wait along with the rest of the world for that conclusive proof. I wish you well in what ever world you live. I do not mean to ofend you. Amazing claims need amazing evidence to back them up thats all.
My thoughts too Andrew and Wayne!
I would like to know exactly what type of proof you are looking for? I have told you my story. I have also told you that I will not reveal my identity………..tell me now what you are looking for so that I can help you to better understand.
Well true Xanzibar, proof would be almost impossible without meeting you. Where abouts in the world do you live?
Xanzibar, since first reading your amazing story I have been fascinated. If I may I would respectfully like to ask you yet another question. Since you became a vampire in the early 1800s, I appreciate that your parents would have escaped the same terrible fate as you yourself. But what about you associated with after your transformation. Having lived such a long and eventful life span, is it right to assume that over this period you have fathered many generations.
My question is; do these subsequent generations inherit your peculiar traits in their genes. (In short, are they automatically born into the vampire life and its obvious consequences). If so, if the numbers of kind are as great as you suggest, there must be a phenomenal amount of vampires walking among us. If this is true and they all enjoy the same longevity as yourself, I must admit I find this more than a little scary.
Xanzibar, in this world if you are going to claim then you gotta be prepared to prove it? i totaly agree with Andrew.amazing calims need amazing evidence to back them up. you see its not that people on here are out to get you. we are all openminded and we agree that there are lots of things existing out there that we cant explain, we just cant be bothered by attention seekers when we are seriously looking for anwers to some mind boggling experiences that we’ve encountered. if you were to provide tangible evidence proving your claim then am sure you’d have a totaly difference response to your story. from the look of things you are welshing out of providing that evidence. you asked what evidence we’d like, well short of showing yourself i doubt theres anything you do. its easy to fake stuff , what with the internet and all this advanced technology. am sure you are aware of that which is why i wonder why you “came out in the open”. am sure you knew that folk would be more than a wee bit skeptical about beliving your story with no proof to back you up.dont mean to tick you off mate but thats the truth. f.y.i lashing out at Isis was not cool. arent you open to a little constructive criticisim?
As for the author of the posted story, man do i feel sorry for you. so young and you are in such a mess dealing with demons and the devil. cause being on buddy terms with them usually comes through some serious High level Satanisim. Personally i think its NOT something most people christian or otherwise would like to be proud of considering what those entities are known for (evil, havoc, anarchy and all things vile) those guys are gonna burn thats for sure.